Honestly I play to win, but I really don't sweat. I work full-time, so I like to enjoy the games I play. I know there are people better than me, so if I am outplayed, I put up my best fight, but a loss is a loss. I don't like playing with people who rage. All of my buddies play on console, so when I'm on PC I have no one to squad with.
I have about 665 hours into Rust, and have a strong foundation to my knowledge of the game.