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Strat caller

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ambitions

1) Twitch content creator 2) Competitive Apex Legends / fps performer 3) Eventually a personality in entertainment (acting, podcasting, youtube) 4) (Not sure if relevant) Millionaire by 30

description

Hello Kracked Esports. I want to open by saying I appreciate what you're doing for the community. Even though I haven't personally managed an e-sports team, I'm aware of some of the obstacles that must be overcome.

I'll talk about myself a little, then about my Apex Legends and other experiences. I'm an outgoing individual and who loves being around people and I thrive that way. That's why I in particular love social outings and parties. I wonder if that's why I was drawn to theater and acting when I was younger. I still love acting, and appreciate the craft. The final results that come from the talent of the actors, writers and directors is all remarkable. I'm a contemplative person, so I often think about what the big picture to our lives looks like. Everyone's journey is different, and just as how post college, lots of graduates experience at least 2 career shifts in 10 years. We live with an impression of how our life will turn out, and often it turn one direction or another. I've moved many times in my life, and had certain experiences in my life that gave me my perspective. I briefly mentioned how I wanted to be in entertainment, and that stems from desires I hold dear to my heart. Now this dream hasn't been a straight shot, they usually never are. I've had to adapt, and thus the dream has. But it has never died. I hold myself to a high standard and one of my driving purposes in life is about maximizing my potential. I wonder if this is sometimes a curse, never being content. I believe in finding reasons to celebrate and enjoy life, you never know when it may be lost. Anways, I'm also very passionate about music, it's good for my spirit.

I've always found myself gravitating towards activities where I'm in the spotlight. These activities pair well with my competitive nature. A couple of years ago I was working Tiktok for about 6 months with my friend who was a verified creator. He has since moved on to podcasting for youtube. I'd frequently see him live stream, and I'd be apart of his Tiktok lives. Live streaming has always been appealing to me. One element of life is being able to share moments with others, and I can do that via Twitch. I understand the influence that some of these creators hold, and how competitive that space is, but I'm going to do it.. one way or another. From what I've been told, I have a personality that works well on camera (and off of course). I want to pair that personality with high performance gameplay. If I'm lucky to hold such an envied position, I'll use my platform to spread awareness for mental health related issues. Those are the kind of live streams I want to run. I'm a Ludwig and NRG Rogue fan. I enjoy Ludwig for the personality and content (we actually come up with the same ideas). NRG Rogue for the calm, collected gameplay he offers. So that's a little elaboration on my Twitch ambitions.

Now for Apex Legends. I first played Apex Legends in season 2. I didn't know what I was doing, but worked hard got to platinum, then Diamond 3 in Season 3. This would begin the love of my favorite game. It was competitive, fast paced and a FPS. The uniqueness of it rivaled any other battle royale and shooter I've ever played. Sadly, this love was not as strong as I thought. We go through phases in life and I had stopped playing apex for about 3 seasons, with the exception of a few games. However no other game fulfilled me the same way. I found my self continually coming back to Apex Legends. I reignited my love for this game and took it seriously from season 8 onward. Split 1 of season 8 I was Diamond 2 climbing up to masters with 10 days remaining in the split. I'd found a squad I had chemistry with and we did well in our games. We weren't perfect though. Sometimes we'd mess up and often times I had to come through to clutch the win. I did most of the time. My teammates described me as "semi-cracked". Masters was the goal and I was going to obtain it. However it was a chronically stressful time in my life. I had some health problems I was dealing with, and on top of that.. I had developed what I thought was chronic tendonitis. It was resulting from all my activity and stress in my arms. I was an avid gym goer who hit the weights 6 days a week. I was also preparing for a move by myself, and was under immense stress. Bottom line, I had to quit until the start of season 9. My squad made masters without me. Good news though, I cured the condition in my arms (my other arm also got tendonitis). I'm back playing apex, healthier than every before now that I'm equipped with knowledge to preserve my health. I have to be careful pushing myself too far. I've been browsing Efuse, and the Apex Legends LFG discord group trying to find competent teammates. I haven't had much success. I strive to go pro and I'm going to do that, one way or another. To help me establish my social media presence, I've started posting to Tiktok. I've taken the liberty to advertise my twitch via Tiktok. With that being said, I love Apex Legends. The gun animations, kill sounds are all very satisfying. I can't enjoy this game without being competitive. My enjoyment is often dependent on my performance and growth as a player. I'm a Wraith main who loves running Horizon, Bangalore or Octane as a backup for pubs. I've taken this journey seriously, I supplement my gameplay with Kovaaks aim training. I currently log near 330 hours, and am hovering in the Diamond rank on Voltaic. I also have a goal of being a cracked aimer because mastering aiming mechanics are essential to being a successful FPS competitor. The logic is simple. If two, similar skilled opponents face off against each other, more or less it will come down to consistency of performance. Aim is a factor in that. If my damage output is higher than that of my opponent, then more times I will be the successor. That's just one factor where I'll be more consistent. Of course that's a simplification of a match off, but it makes perfect sense. I take my aim training seriously, and I'm passionate about that. I've commenced producing Youtube content featuring Kovaaks and the Voltaic aim server.

To conclude, I know finding an organization is the next step for me in this journey. I hope I'm the material you're looking for, a blank slate that's made from good writing material. I'm already thankful you've read this far. I hope you consider me for this position Kracked Esports.
Sincerely yours,
Vaawn

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